Thursday, August 19, 2010

Just enjoying you!

At 19 weeks, "Buddy" has started moving a lot and it is so comforting. He is always on my mind. I mean, how can I forget about him as he tumbles inside my belly.

I went up into our attic today to get some of Madi's baby items down for "Buddy". Gosh, we have quite a few things like her old swing, bouncer, bassinet, and infant car seat. As I touched each item they brought back sweet memories of my baby girl. My heart smiled as it shared the warmth of our attic. The moment was short lived because I quickly had to get to the AC. Whew! It is hot enough to cook a full course meal in our attic. Kendrick came to the rescue and pulled everything down for me. I literally cannot wait to go through each of Madi's baby items to prepare them for Therren. I am feeling a kid in a candy store and I just had to share!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Retail Therapy while waiting for Baby

Okay, since finding out that we are expecting a Boy, I have had a major itch to buy something gender related! So tonight we stopped at Kohl's just to check out their baby stuff. The outfits were super cute or should I say "handsome." ( I gotta remind myself of the proper terminology when referring to the male gender....he-he.)

We found a few items on the clearance rack that were must haves! The price was just right so I could not leave the store without my Baby Boy's summer clothes. Kendrick picked out 1 outfit and I chose 2 more. We ended up spending less than $10 for all three outfits. How sweet is that!?

I think I have started something....I will be shopping clearance for the next couple of months. Babies can never have enough, right?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

One of Each....We are Complete!

Kendrick and I visited First Glimpse in Macon today. I think we were both anxious to find out if "Buddy" was actually a Boy or Girl.

Madison said that she was having a Baby Brother since Day One of our pregnancy. I so wanted to believe her (yes, my 3 year old) so I hung on her every word. I had already named him and Madi began to call him by his name as well. When I looked for crib bedding online, I only looked at boy colors (blue, green, orange, and brown). I was a true believer that this was a Boy!

I rarely entertained the thought of it possibly being another Girl. How silly of me, right? I just started thinking of Girl names 2 weeks ago. I guess reality was beginning to set in so I tried to give it some thought. Ummmm...that didn't last long. I was back to my BOY name and picturing him as a part of our family. HE is all I could see. Kendrick also reassured me that "Buddy" was a boy. He says he just felt like it was.

Well "Buddy" you are definitely a BOY, a BROTHER, and my SON!

p.s. WE ARE DONE! : )

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Reality Strikes and Bites

Well, in prepartion for Baby #2, we have moved Madi from her convertible crib to a Big Girl's Bed. We went to Wally World and purchased her pink Princess bedding to make her feel extra special about her transition. She totally bought into it and couldn't wait to jump beneath her covers.

After tucking her in, I sat on the side of her bed and just looked at her. There she laid with a big smile upon her face. I couldn't help but notice how her pillow swallowed her little pea-sized head. She looked up at me and said with a very proud smile, "GOOD NIGHT, MOMMY!"

It was in that moment that reality struck me hard. My baby girl wasn't a baby anymore. She is definitely growing up and looks to be very excited about it. I held back a tear and said, "Good night, Baby. I love you!"

I went to bed with a little sadness in my heart that she is moving on and truly making room for Baby. Is there really enough love to SHARE?

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Oh...We've Got To Catch Up!!!!!

OMG! A whole year and a half has passed! This blogging thing has totally gotten away from me. Gosh, so much has happened and I honestly cannot fill in all the blanks but I will try my best.

~April 2009~

I was promoted to a new government job with CE. I am currently still there. Kendrick and I also decided it was time to make Madison a big sister. All caution has been thrown to the wind. We vacated to Panama City Beach, FL for a Jazz Festival and had a wonderful time. Madi enjoyed every minute of it. She loves music and loves to dance. It was a nice family getaway.

~June 2009~

I started pursuing my MBA with the University of Phoenix ONLINE. This was a major step for me because I never really thought about furthering my education past my BS. But I figured, if I want to advance within civil service, I better get my masters out of the way. So far it has not been easy and it has been quite an adjustment. WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?!?!?!?

~August 2009~

Well, my 30th Birthday is here and it's time to celebrate! A few of our friends met us at LaRouge for a night of Jazz entertainment and dancing. It was a lovely evening....Thanks to Kendrick!

~September 2009~

Celebrating 5 years of marital bliss! We took another family vacation to St. Augustine, FL. It's a nice little historic town with a beautiful view of nature's works of art. Still working on #2 and getting discourage. Planning to go see the Dr. for help. Madison is OFFICIALLY potty-trained, YAY! We are extremely proud of her.

~November 2009~

The Dr. has put me on Metformin (a diabetic drug) to help regulate my system and get us on the road for possible conception. Clomid is later added to help with ovulation.

~December 2009~

We are headed to Houston to spend Christmas with Kendrick's family. We all go to Kevin's and Jackie's in Wharton to see their new house. Madi gets to see her PawPaw and Gammy B and love on them. It was good to spend the holidays with family. Lots of good food and treats as well.

~January 2010~

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Man, 2009 flew by. We chilled with our neighbors and played games with the kids to ring in the New Year. Kenly Arie Willis is born, January 15th. Congrats to Rico and Qiana! After taking Clomid with no avail, I give up on the Dr.'s help and also find out that our insurance does not cover fertility treatment. : (

~February 2010~

Kendrick turns the BIG 30! I threw him a surprise birthday celebration. We had game night at our house and I invited some of our friends over for a night of fun-filled conversation and games. Kendrick was totally suprised! Everyone brought a dish and we shared ice cream and cake with the Birthday Boy. Madi celebrated her 3rd birthday with a Princess and the Frog themed party. We met up with some of her friends at Johnny G's for entertainment. I received a recommendation to assist with conception from a friend on BabyFit. She told me to try Maca Root, a natural herb that regulates your hormones and restores your cycle. What the heck, I'll try it. What do I have to lose? Wow, it really does restore your cycle! I guess I will stick with this...Maca Root.

~April 2010~

I've been pee-ing on a stick left and right because AF is late......super late! After 4 weeks and no positive test, I take a medication to bring on AF. We get sad news, Kendrick's father has passed and we spend a week in Texas with family. We also get to meet my niece, Kenly, for the 1st time. She's beautiful and loves to eat. Upon our return to Georgia, I notice that AF is still not here, even after taking the Rx to bring it on. Weird! I have one more test left so I use it before preparing for work. OMG! 2 PINK LINES! After a whole year of trying, we are finally get the results we have been praying for! The timing .....Umm...we will not get into that. I have mixed emotions now and don't know how to feel given the past week's events.

~July 31, 2010 (we are up to date...finally)~

Well, I am 18 weeks along in this pregnancy and it has been waaaaaay different from my pregnancy with Madison. As a matter of fact, it has had me in the dumps. No morning sickness but everything else from indigestion, sour stomach, and acid reflux to constipation. It has affected my appetite, I have lost a few pounds, and I am walking around like a zombie. JUST SICK! How could such a miraculous thing make you feel like CRAP!? Lord, I thank you for my blessing to mother another child but OMG! As I quickly approach my 5th month, things are getting better. Madison is SUPER EXCITED about becoming a big sister. She tells me that she has a baby brother in my tummy and loves on my belly regularly. I guess we will find out the gender at the end of August or the beginning of September. I am so looking forward to it. : ) Baby's Due Date is January 3rd, 2011 or some time during the last week of December 2010.


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Sorry, I have been M.I.A. for a while

Okay...so I have some catching up to do.

Life has gotten so busy since Lexi came into our lives. I really do not think that our lifestyle (at the moment) accomodates a pet. But the man of the house refuses to see things from my perspective therefore Lexi is still a part of the Miller household. Arrgh!!!

Anyway...moving on. Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year, and Valentine's Day have all passed and they were all joyous occassions. To be honest, 2009 is moving rather quickly and I am just trying to hold on to the seat of my pants. I have yet to catch up with the year....I am going to be a HOT mess if I keep this up all year long, goodness.

There just isn't enough time in the day anymore. After 8 hours at work, picking up Madi from daycare, and tending to her needs/wants when we get home, cooking, cleaning the house, and an hour or two of television, it is time to do it all again. Day in and Day out. And the weekend feels like 12 hours instead of 48.

I NEED TO VACATE!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

NEW ADDITION TO THE MILLER FAMILY


Her name is Lexi and she joined our family Saturday, November 22, 2008. She is only 7 weeks old and Madi loves her so much...but she's also afraid of her at times. Why? Lexi is our miniature schnauzer and Madi has to adjust to sharing her parents with her pet who also needs just as much attention as she does.

Lexi is so cute and lovable. We are trying to house train her. I will admit this house training thing is kicking my butt. I am tired of clean up poop!! Whew!!!